[	mood	|	WTF	]
[	music	|	Incubus- A certain shade of green	]

Starting with yesterday.....

Well it started off well. I stayed the night at Maria's the night before...Then we went to leave and I realized over 150 bucks is missing out of my wallet. I even hid that shit in my bag and I never got into it. SO yeah I have one guess of where it went. She lies about everything else that comes up missing of mine. I left my t-shirt in the back of her car. The next day I say that i left it, she said she hadn't seen it. Then she took off her sweatshirt and she was fucking wearing it. I was like holy fucking shit.....no fucking way....she claims that she went out and bought the same one that day...I was like you don't have any fucking money...she said it wasn't even the same size.....I checked it out and it was....what a crock of shit. Oh and the whole half gallon of smirnoff vodka....she took that from mikes and then told us that someone stole that shit. I was like wtf. then we assked mike and he said maria and liz went over there and took it. I cannot take this shit anymore. Seriously...That was my last pay check for a couple months and it is kinda shitty when a little less than half of it comes up missing. Especially after I have bought food for her denny's X'2  and the panda buffet, and i bought a 30 case of MGD. This is a crock of shit.

I ended up getting dropped off at Sheila's place and chilled there for a couple hours before me , Joanie, Maria and Amanda W. all went to Romans. We all decided to wear skirts. Haha, me in a skirt, yeah i know. Then I saw Josh from college. You know that tall guy, Eric's friend. I was so happy to see him. But we danced. They drank. Me and Maria ended up dancing on the pole. Me, Maria and Amanda left at like quarter of two and Joanie stayed. I think it was because Mat had just showed up and she was trying to get some. Which doesn't surprise me a bit. But yeah she didn't get home until like 5 oclock. Whatever.....

I was supposed to hang out with Greg today. Oh well i guess that didn't happen either. But I wish it would've. Maybe I'll call him today or some shit. We'll see. Well I am gonna bounce and maybe take a shower or some shit. I am ashamed that i just woke up. The kids were screaming and shit this morning. Only an hour and a half then after I went to sleep. I was pissed the started hitting each other and shit... I was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! lol. Then around noon bubby was crying so i gave him a hug. He ended up laying on me for like five minutes and falling asleep. It was so cute. But anyways....Later days......

[	mood	|	crushed	]
[	music	|	12 stones- the way I feel	]

Well This weekend was officially one of the shittiest. Friday night we were supposed to go to Canada and do some underage drinking. Well that didn't end up happening. Maria couldn't get the next day off from work so she gave Daniel the ultimatum of either still going to Canada or hang out at his place and party there. So he had decided to stay there and party.

Maria didn't get done work until 9 oclock anyway so we stayed up at JCC and waited for the basketball team to play. It was a tournament from a whole bunch of schools including my high school team so we stayed and watched. They ended up winning too.

well anyways 9:00 came around and maria came and got us. We stopped by MC D's and then we went to Daniel's. Well Daniel had called us after we passed him going into his barracks. He was going to the bar instead. It wouldn't have pissed everyone off but he has ditched us almost everyitme we have arranged to do something. Going to get ass is one thing but just doing it to go to a bar is different. He is leaving this coming thursday and we haven't had much time to chill with him before he leaves. He is leaving for at least 4 years. You know how hard that is going to be. When you are used to seeing someone 5-6 days a week.

Well we still went to Joeys who is right down the other hall from Daniel. He was already smashed when we had gotten there. He was so pissed about not going to canada with us and then Daniel ditching that he literally drank himself stupid. He was drinking raspberry vodka and cherry coke. It tastes just like candy. That was besides the point. Me, Maria and my sister went in there and me and maria had decided to play asshole. It is not that fun with only 3 people but we got Joey even more drunk than he already was. It was funny cuz a few minutes later he got sick.

We ended up getting kicked out of Daniel's because Rodriquez was in a really bad mood. Heyde better quit kissing me, Maria and Joanie too. Its weird! Lol. After that we went to Fuck Face's place. We ended up finishing drinking there where we go this roomate so fucking smashed playing around the clock. He had to down three beers in a row. Lol. I don't see why he lets those little girls in there either. What little whores. They pissed me off too. I was going to hit the black one. Get this, ok , she is seventeen years old, she dropped out of high school and she is married. her husband is overseas and she went to go fuck some guy at the party. She kept spilling and dropping her beer too. It seriously pissed me off. I was so going to fucking hit her. PARTY FOUL!

N E ways Mike kept hitting me and grabbing my ass and shit. His pregnant g/f was there for a little while. I didn't know he had a g/f when I did stuff with him like 4 or 5 months ago. He was shooting me with a fucking bee bee gun, that shit fucking hurts. He started nagging on my sister saying that she wanted to do this one guy. So she joked around and said that he wanted to do me again and he was like yeah I do, I'll admit it. Ewww! He is one of those people who believe that pain is pleasure. I am too but not the way he is.

We ended up leaving that place at like 3 or 3:30 or so. we go to Guns corners and then Joanie took over driving. Maria and I ended up falling asleep. After we went to the Shoppette and got some nachos. Lol. That was the end of that night.

Saturday:  We ended up working and we were supposed to go to Romans. Maria's mom wanted her to stay home and spend some time with her. So phil ended up coming to get us and we went to Romans. It was busy then it was dead, it was a continuous cycle. I saw some girl that I graduated with got so fat since college. She used to be this tiny little thing. It is sad. It is that college rule. You either gain 15 or lose 15, i have lost 7 so far. he hehehehe.

Alot of drunk GI's there. A couple of them kept trying to dance with me and I was like no. I'm sorry if I wanted to dance with them I would go up to them and start dancing. That is just me. These other drunk guys kept bugging us too. I was like dude....sorry. One tried using one of the worst pick-up lines: Hi I'm drunk, whats your name.? I was like What the Fuck dude. He was so cute though.

Joanie ended up dancing with this one guy and hooking up with him that night. He looked like Jarod Brown....ewwwwwwww. LMFAO! Anyways I was trying to give them a little room and shit to get to know each other. The cute bartender came up to me and said that he and the girl bartender had a bet going that he couldn't get us to show him our tits at the exact same time...(the whole twin thing) At first I was pissed off..then I laughed about it. Me and Joanie talked about it and I said I would have if she would have. She said no. Then Abby's boyfriend asked me to go up to the bar with him real quick so I said ok. so I went over there and one of the guys that tried to dance with me was sitting there. He said that he wanted to have a nipple shot and asked if I would go behind the bar and put whipped cream on my chest. I was so fucking mad at this time. I told them that they were fucking dirty and I was so leaving.

After arguing with them for a few minutes I grabbed Joanie and said we were leaving. THAT GUY wanted to "walk Joanie home" so I said I would walk ahead of them so I wasn't in the way. Well Joanie ended up getting some. I walked home and watched scream and then started watching texas chainsaw massacre and i fell asleep around five oclock in the morning.

Sunday:  Woke up at 12:30 ...got showered and changed. Then I went to Dylan's first hockey game. That was so cute. All those little kids...ahh....they lost 7 to 1 against clayton. I went home after that and that is where I stayed. It was so boring. I ended up falling asleep around 6:30 woke back up at 9:00 and then stayed up and did dishes and HW and crap. I didn't get done till 2 this morning. it sucked.  In the process though I watched texas chainsaw massavre, How to Deal and Road Trip. It was pretty boring night. Tonight better be better! A more drunk experience.

[	mood	|	Happiest Mother Fucker	]
[	music	|	Earshot-Two	]

. ABOUT YOU .
Full Name: Jessie Laurie Ingerson
Nickname(s): Shorty, Strawberry Shortcake, Nubs, Jess-Mindar, Yard Gnome, Shorty-Shit, Number 1
Location: Clayton, NY
Gender: Female
Birthplace: Syracuse, NY
Birthday: 08-14-1986
Sign: LEO
Righty or Lefty: Righty

What's one thing almost EVERYONE notices about you?: I am Short and there seems to be 2 of me
How many times have you moved in your life?: once
Do you consider yourself to be a happy or sad person?: Generally in the middle(except for when I'm drinking and then I am happy:-D)
Are you religious?: I believe in god but I'm not that religeous anymore
Do you consider yourself to be an outgoing or a shy person?: both
Are you confident?: no
Do you want to get married and have kids?: Someday
Do you go to school?: Yes... OCSU

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
Do you keep any secrets from your best friends?: Nope

What Color Socks Are You Wearing? none (sandals)
What's Under Your Bed? Nothing
Current Taste? Toothpaste
Current Clothes? Denim, studded belt, white tank-top, pink button up shirt
Current Annoyance? I have been sober for more than 24 hours :-(

Current Desktop Picture? nothing
Current Worry? Am I going to drink tonight or not?
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite? eyes, muscles
Last CD You Bought? The Punisher Soundtrack
Favorite Place To Be? Daniel's
Least Favorite Place? Home
If You Could Play An Instrument? Def the Drums (I am a rock kinda girl)


. MY LOOKS .
Height: 4'11" and a 1/2

Weight: 130 lbs
Shoe size: 7
Hair Color: Brown with red highlights
Hair Length: Really Long, Goes down to my lower back
Eye Color: Hazel
Glasses: Noper
Braces: no but i need some
Piercings: ears and soon to be nose
Tattoos: Give me some money and I'll get one right now ;-)


. FASHION .
Where do you shop: anywhere and everywhere

What do you usually wear: Umm... Clothes
What kind of shoes do you wear: mostly sandals
Color you never wear: I hate red and pink usually
Color you wear at least once a week: White
Something you wear everyday: underwear and bra..
Do you wear make up everyday: sometimes
Make up essential: eyeliner
Most cherished piece of clothing: Daniel's belt and hate for now

You wouldn't be caught dead wearing: I don't know
Do you wear belts: always
Do you wear hats: whenever I am at Daniel's
How many pairs of shoes do you have: too many to count

. MUSIC .
Favorite kind of music: punk rock, alt. rock, old rock, metal, death metal, almost anything that rocks!
Least Favorite: COUNTRY
How many CD's do you have: Like a hundred something, I used to have more until they got stolen
Last CD you bought: You asked this already
Whats in your CD player right now: Papa Roach

Bands/Group(s) you like: authority zero, yellowcard, story of the year, lost prophets, my chemical romance, papa roach, Wheatus, Soil, Metallica, the killers, skindred, trapt,disturbed, linkin park, godsmack, nirvana, coheed and cambria, smashing pumpkins,incubus, crossfade, Breaking Benjamin, way too many to count, really.

. FAVORITES .
Color: Blue and black
Number: 09**
Season: Summer
Ice cream: I don't really eat ice cream anymore, sherbet if I had to choose
Store: Pac Sun (Jeremy works there)
Band: Don't ask me that question, really
Singer: I dont know...
Rapper: I don't know.....
Group: This is getting old....
Song: Right now it is Crossfade-Cold
Movie: Saved, Mallrats, Sooper Troopers, Van Wilder, Euro Trip
Actor: I don't know
Actress: I don't know
Kind of movies: Scary, Funny
Place to be: Daniel's with my girls (constant Party)
Time of day: Night
Animal: Dog
Food: White people food, ha ha ha ha ha ha                                                                                           Holiday: New Years I think
Shape: Circle                                                                                                                                        Restaraunt: Ponderosa, Maria, u know why                                                                                              Boy's names: Gunner, Garrette
Girl's names: Suzy Q. j/k I don't know
Month: August cuz its my birthday muahahaha
Candy: Skittles and pixie stix they make beer taste better
Current Favorite Word/Saying?: YO i can see your penis, its 17 ft long wrapped around 15 times; Whats Wrong With Your Penis
One Person you havn't talked to in awhile: Your Mom
Favorite Day?: Wedenesday Thru Monday
Where Would You Like To Go?: Europe
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?: Don't ask me that question
How Many Kids Do You Want?: Don't ask me that either

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. A CAR
2. Some more alcohol
3. A driver's liscence
4. Even more alcohol

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. Nautica cologne (Daniel)
2. Mostly any candle
3. gasoline                                                                                                                                                   4. Perfume from Victoria Secret "Dream Angel"


Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. Greg
2. Whats gonna happen when Daniel leaves                                                                                                    3. If I am going to get drunk b4 I go out Friday
4. Volleyball Intramurals


Name the Last two Things You Have Bought:
1. A cup of coffee
2. Gum


Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. MGD-he he he also known as Mexicans get drunk
2. any type of hard liquor
3. Water(especially after a long night)
4. Heiniken

. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU .
Cried?: Last night
Talked on the phone?: last night
Really yelled at someone?: last night
Got depressed?: last night
Listened to music?: I'm never not listening to music
Showered?: this morning
Got really pissed?: last night
Made out?: sunday night with Bo Derek                                                                                                      Had sex?: Sunday  night with Bo Derek
Got drunk?: Sunday with Bo Derek, Maria, Arburry, Justin, Lawson, Joanie, Joe,                                             Danced?: Wednesday night at CP Homans
Smoked?: I don't
Got high?: Long time ago with White and Yates
Were Jealous?: I'm not a jealoud person                                                                                               Thought you looked really hot?: never
Last Person You Hugged? Daniel,
Last Thing You Laughed At? Maria not being able to find her keys and trying to jimmy the lock again

. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF .
Abortion: hate but it depends on the circumstances
Murder: Retarted                                                                                                                                Racism: Retarted
President Bush: All for him
Eminem: Love eminem                                                                                                                            Britney Spears: not a true musician, hate her
Music: The only thing in this world that makes sense
Your School: Waste of Time
Sex: Good , but it depends on who you are with                                                                                      Drugs: Depends on the drug
Religion: ok...not all for it anymore though
The Internet: How else do I talk to the people who have a life outside of clayton??
Gays / Bisexuals: Its their choice
Getting drunk: mmmmm.....its the only thing to do.....be better if I wasn't sober right now
Under age drinking: Its only a crime if you get caught....
Having sex before marriage: Been there done that
MTV: i always watch it but prefer Fuse


. Love & Relationships .
Gay, Straight, Bi?: Straight
Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Boyfriend that I don't have
Crush: you know it
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
What do you look for in a guy/girl: Honesty, Personality, Muscles, Nice Eyes,
Best physical feature: Muscles and eyes
Best hair color: Doesn't really matter
Best eye color: Doesn't really matter, but if I had to chose then blue/green eyes


. HAVE YOU EVER .
Drank too much?: When don't I
Smoked weed?: Yeah
Had sex?: Yes
Lied to your parents?: To my mom all the time, la bishca Diablo! 
Gotten in a car with someone who was intoxicated?: Yeah, Never again though
Driven intoxicated?: fuck that
Cut class?: I am right now                                                                                                                          Cut a whole day of school?:only on tuesdays and thursdays cuz i only have one class to begin with
Gotten suspended?: Nope
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
Had sex with 2 different people within a week?: Yes, twice in one night (i was intoxicated and I don't remember much from that night)(* I KNOW I KNOW, DON'T BLAME IT ON THE BOOZE!)

. FRIENDS .
Would you say that you have a lot of okay friends, or a few close ones?: I have alot of close ones
Name ten friends: Maria, Lizaura, Vanessa, Melba, Eric, Daniel, Arburry, Craig, Jesse, Joanie, Papa Duke, (i know thats 11 but i couldn't leave out Papa Duke)
Who is the person that you tell almost everything to?: Maria, Joanie (sometimes, spaz) Melba
Who is your craziest friend?: They are all crazy in their own way
Who is your most sarcastic friend?: Maria
Who is your nicest friend?: I think they are all nice
Who is your quietest friend?: Noone is quiet (we are all loud according to Annie)
Loudest?: Maria
Meanest?: Maria
Have you ever fallen in love with one of your friends?: Nope
Ever stopped being friends with someone that you had been close with?: Yeah but that's cuz her BF is a whore                                                                                                                                                        Do you consider yourself to be a leader or follower?: depends on who I am with i think a follower sometimes
Are you the quiet one out of your friends?: not usually
How many hours do you spend on the phone a day?: not long
Do people talk to you online?: all the time


.THIS OR THAT .
Sunrise or Sunset: sunset                                                                                                                            Hot or Cold: Hotttt
Coke or Pepsi: coke
Pink or Blue: blue!
Fast or Slow: Depends, what am I doing :-D
Beatles or Elvis: Beatles
Fire or Water: Fire                                                                                                                             Lightning or thunder: both
Black or White: black
Ocean or Forest: Ocean
Dogs or Cats: Dogs
Day or Night: Night
Victim or Criminal: Criminal
Written or Spoken: Depends on what needs to be said
Earthquake or hurricane: Hurricane
City or Countryside: city
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
House or Condo: House
! or ?: ?!
Sun or Rain: Rain
Briefs or Boxers: Boxers
Pen or Pencil: Pen
Summer or Winter: Summer
Destiny or Choice: Choice

New York or Italy: New York
Gold or Silver : Silver
Your first name spelled backwards: EISSEJ
Do you like to be pursued or do you like to be the one doing the pursuing: Both
Do you like surprises: definitely
If you could change anything about yourself: How short I am, lmfao                                                             The best word to describe your current love life: Shitty
Word to describe your life: Spontaneous
Are you happier now than in your past: Most of the time yes

[	mood	|	WTF	]
[	music	|	Korn-Did my time	]

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5. What is your zodiac/star sign?:
6. What about me is annoying to you, so that I can kick the habit?:
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